LEEEELONG LEEEEEELONG…KAYLOOONGGGG KAYLOOOONGGGGGG
JBJSBC HWUH@&T$&@^%&^#(*#&%…
i am so going to kill jade…. i am going to kill JADE.. JADEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(&W*)&*)@#%NC SJFVN…. hahaha
u think i very cheap ah… ku ku bird.. haha… me not cheap nor expensive.. i am for FREEEEE !!!
haha
~sign out ~~
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about
CHORUS
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
CHORUS
Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?
CHORUS
This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
i am for sale.. i can wear apron, lousy bf , cannot do housework, cannot cook only know to buy food from hawker centres, only know how to sleep , slack, useless erm….
anybody wants? FOC ? hahahahhahaha
ok i am bored…
going nuts, going insane, going bonkers …
first thing people wakes up when opening their eyes is to see their loves one, but for me, i see books ( fainted and went to sleep).
people goes for a date and enjoy the night, for me, i date with my makers, pens and a book on my table with a nice music ( thank god that people invented the word MUSIC and cigarettes )
people enjoys watching tv with their love ones, for me, i watch and find ideas….
i love my job.. hahaha
going nuts
~sign out ~
am happy.. firstly . a message was sent to me.. was happy though wanna see her badly…a simple sms from her was nice.. brighten my day….
secondly.. i have finally spoken to my partner.. wanted to tell him for quite some time.. and i finally i did it and let it off my chest..hope he knows and change a little in him….
a message do really brighten the day… guess she is happily sleeping now.. haha….
ok.. back to my work
~sign out ~
next week is the week for me…. going to hide… off my hp hahaha.. its dangerous.. haha
runningggggg awwwwwwwayyyyyy
year 2006 , can consider as a ugly year.. a year that is not so pleasant.. ups and downs.. seen alot and learn from the experience that i encountered in 2006..
now jan 2007..a month that is sweet and nice..
08/01/2007 - rabbar . pre-celebration for my SO called MOTHER.. haha… at the same time.. meet 2 ladies. nice and fun to hang out with them.. one of them caught my eye, someone that is interesting.. someone with a mask that night… exchanged numbers
13/01/2007 - we meet up again . drink drunk drama… this time. she let it out finally.. so from there roughly can guess whats going on her life…but my guess was wrong.. arghh.. wasted.. haha
15/01/2007 - past midnight.. went down to east coast… sit down and look at stars.. wanting to do this for a long time.. and finally its been done… first time ever… even though its not my first time.. my first time was with a gf and some friends years ago so not counted.. ( sound like i lost my virgin ” first time ” haha) first time with a lady only 2 of us.. it was a very nice night.. a night to remember.. travelled from west to the east… how sweet can it be even though we are friends .. but hmmm…. weird eh.. i am contented.
20/01/2007 - meet up with chris.. went to rabbar to celebrate anthony’s BD..half way, went to ” The roxy ” met up with her and so called MOTHER … chat and chat.. went back to rabbar to look after chris.. he got soooo drunk haiyo…. 4 of us met , and went for supper.. gave chris a cup of tea with no sugar and milk.. so bitter.. but it helps … 3 of them left…. i went to walk around to clear my tipsyness… sms her… shocked surprise….and very very sweet… got home.. got a sms from her, she forgot her keys… called her to come over.. dont want anything happened to her… came over around 4 plus… went up.. sit down and chat through the night till morning.. spent time with her console her and advising her though not much of advise…. it was 21/01/2007..
21/01/2007 late evening - walked to parkway from my place…it was a lovely evening..never walked before with a gal to parkway though.. well theres always a first time.. chat along the way.. then we kept quiet and enjoyed the moment… sweet… i cannot ask for more.. i was already contented and happy
26/01/2007 - met up…hmm.. i have already written this on my previous post.. refer yah…
28/01/2007 - i am writing this blog.. yup.. all by myself and writing this entry before i forget to write..think about.. this month event that happen.. i am already contented.. how much more can i ask? its already good enough… satified with it…and o.. forgot to add.. a sms was sent… that sms was important..
january is a lovely month…a month to remember.. a month that makes me contented … the moments were nice , sweet and lovely… what more can i ask right…
the old saying ” actions speak louder then words” but sometimes words is also good enuff… and i called it ” the balance ” balance in everything makes life a wonderful life time…
going to enjoy my view
~ sign out ~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPdIMPFDnVw
past present.. hopefully my future wouldnt be like this.. haha
wat if … hmmm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdFUKuaReWw
stream = water flowing
devil = this one no need for me to explain
why the name streamdevil.. why a skull head tattooed on my arm..
the skull head being tattooed on my arm i name it streamdevil… is to remain myself about my past and never make the same mistakes again..
being a wanderer is good for me .. less trouble ..
